I apologize, it has been over a month since I last wrote in this “Lifestyle” section. This is also going to be a pretty selfish post, as it is mainly about my life and an update on where I am at with everything. I totally understand if you want to skip this post. I promise there will be better ones in the future.
I recently posted a blog writing as my Instagram caption and I am glad I did. I received great feedback, so thank you!!! I am debating removing all of the categories and just sticking with lifestyle because this is my favorite section. Life has been nothing short of crazy, and I am slowly piecing it together. I tried this thing called “taking it day by day” and it has been working… but boy, it can be exhausting. You see, I am facing challenges in almost all aspects of my life. The only area that is keeping me sane is fitness… and my cat if you consider that an area of my life. Ahh, who am I kidding? Binx counts because he’s the best (my sweet little angel muffin casserole)
I have BIG dreams, that I will accomplish. Like, I know I will somehow. I also have too many options for an indecisive soul. I literally can not even decide what toppings I want on a Make Your Own Salad at Saladworks (5?! I get to pick 5?! and the line moves so quickly so I just have to stick with the same choices) There is the option of playing it safe and collecting a paycheck verse the option of taking risks and trying new things. I know which one I SHOULD take, but I also know which one I WANT to take. I think my real problem right now is motivation. In my teen years and even throughout college, I was motivated and determined. “HECK YEAH i got this”, I said every morning. Now, I wake up and just do my thing. It is fine and all, but where did the passion go?
I am not trying to live my 20’s in this mentality of working and staying in one place. The world is too beautiful and there are too many adventures out there. I need to take a leap and experience them now. I am only going to be this young once, but I also want to be smart about it all. Do you struggle with this too or is it just me?
OH and another topic- DREAMS and deep thinking. I am not sure what is happening in my noggin, but my dreams have been vivid and all over the place. Scary, exciting, life-like. People keep popping up from the past. What does it all mean? I am going to create a post on dreams soon. If you are a dreamer like me, you might want to check it out. There are many people in my life that I can talk about these deep topics with, but there are also people who do not understand or care to. It is strange to me, how some people can really open their minds and others can not.
Enough of my rambling for now. Thank you for reading my update! Hope you are all doing well 🙂